[ This is the hard part. There's no accounting for that, no apologising for it when he's going to go ahead and do it anyway. To die will hurt her. He knows that.
But it won't kill her. Which is more than he can guarantee of the alternative. ]
[ her stuff's gone that night. not all of it. but a packed bag, some supplies, the kind of thing she's brought with her before on hikes out into the peaks. it's just another supply trip, and it's not. it's getting clear of the blasting zone. ]
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(cw: bad attitude abt suicide yikes)
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I almost killed you without even trying. I do not have a handle on this, and we don't know what I'll become.
I won't risk it. At least this way it isn't a waste.
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[ she's quiet for a moment. ]
I'm not doing it. I'm done sitting over corpses. I don't want any part of this.
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But it won't kill her. Which is more than he can guarantee of the alternative. ]
I understand.
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