[ her eyes are wet. her vision blurry. her breath tight in her chest, tighter as his fingers brush the too-sensitive folds of skin that make her gills. and for a moment, she thinks maybe she has lost the ability to breathe air for them. because they tingle with numbness and flutter when he touches them, a whole-body shiver.
she slides down against him, sinking to her knees, settling into his lap. her wet cunt pressed flat to one of his thighs under the water, which seems to anchor her somehow. inky though it is with that strange black secretion.
her arms wrap more fully around his shoulders, and she shifts to press closer to him, burying her face into his neck, chest to chest, breathing deep of him, steadying herself. but that water, the poisoned water, is making her skin twitch, tingle, ache. for him.
breath by breath, she steadies herself. reaches one hand between them, groping for him as a way of regaining some semblance of control in this. ]
[ Close, closer now, and the easy comfort of proximity, of her body draped and pressed to his, does the opposite of calm him down. Yearning spikes, drops deep, feeling her hot against his thigh and craving her, craving—
Then her hand finds him in dark waters. His hips buck violently up at just that simple first contact, impossibly startled by something so easily seen coming, thighs jumping and breath tearing harshly from him, scraping sound out with it as it goes.
It tapers off into a voiceless laugh at his own expense, prizing his eyes back open to watch her, hungry, waiting to see where she'll take him. ]
[ wry and with a lazy, goading smile, she asks, ] Do you always react like you haven't had your dick touched in years, or ... ?
[ she trails off, realizing as she grips him solidly that she does not want the answer. that she knows already that it's a matter of their own intimacy, the intensity of this strange thing tugging between them. of knowing and unknowing.
she straightens her thighs. pushing herself up enough to shift over him. to guide him clumsily between her thighs, to the wet clench of her cunt. but she doesn't take him inside yet. rubs the head of his cock along the length of her instead, jolting with a little whimper when that nudges her clit. ]
[ A sharp fff- disperses into panting as his head drops, all focus directed to clamping down on the urge to judder upward again at the feel of her on him, the promise of her so close now. The sound she makes has him twitching in her grip.
With the metal of the tub's edge pressing an indent into his palm, other hand grasping Nami's waist like a man adrift, it's all he can do just to keep still, to keep from rutting up, pushing down. But keep from it he does. Holds himself in place save for a shallow, barely there rock of his hips that he can't quite contain, eyes blown dark with need for her when he raises his gaze again.
No words left now. The total concentration required just to keep from ruining the tease, to be grateful and desperate and patient in the receipt of her mercy as her heat coaxes eager formless murmurs bridging plea and encouragement from him already taking everything he has. ]
[ her voice is quiet. private. rough, too rough to properly tease. they both know how ruined and desperate she is, how this fragile thing is splitting her apart as surely as him. ]
Waiting patiently, even without being asked. [ she brushes her mouth against his cheekbone, her nose nudging his brow.
she doesn't draw it out further. can't bring herself to, not now. instead, she sinks down onto him, taking him inside of her, and the movement is familiar but the feeling, the feeling is not. she'd only had him in dreams. her mind remembers, but her body doesn't. her cunt yields to him, stretched apart to accommodate the shape of him.
her breath catches in her throat, her shoulders tightening and hunching up around her neck. her hands settle on the top of his chest, bracing herself, holding him, savoring the warmth that slips under her skin, finally stirs her cold blood. ]
[ Finally, finally— he can't help the slip of sound guttering unsteadily out of him as she sinks down, mouth falling open around nothing, eyes squeezing briefly shut - staggered, drifting in the heat of her, the closeness. It takes effort to prize his eyes open again, eager to watch her, and he's rewarded with a mirror of his own tension, his own unlikely comfort.
He needs a second. Seems as though she does too. And so for a moment he sits perfectly still, letting her get used to the feel of him, getting used to the feel of her.
Then a hand raises up out of dark waters, skimming from her thigh up her side, nudging past her arm so he can skate his palm over her breast, swipe a thumb over her nipple in counterpoint to the arm he wraps solidly around her waist. And just like that he's moving, rocking his hips back through their limited range of motion so he can roll up into her again, slow and sure, breath heaving raggedly from him as he does. ]
[ it takes a few, sun-blinded moments for her to put to words the discomfort in her chest that knots and swells as he rocks up into her, holds her, fills her. she hasn't had it like this before, not outside of that dream in the void. stephen's movements are slow and steady and —
intimate.
the notion is as poisonous to her as the strange black venom he secrets, which makes every inch of her it covers prickle like a limb that's lost and regained circulation. she presses her forehead to his, breathy whines squeezed out of her chest by force.
she settles her arms around him. it's too late to withdraw from this. if he's going to burn her, she's going to let herself feel the warmth of it. her hips roll to compliment his movements, a steady synchronicity that draws him deeper. his cock isn't the biggest she's had before, but he finds new places inside of her because she opens her hips and plunges him deep within like he belongs there. ]
Is this what you wanted? [ she asks, voice low against the side of his face. ] What you were running from?
[ Fingers splayed out over her ribs, Stephen's breath falls in pants, each running the risk of catching in his throat and pooling out as strained sounds that mingle with hers. And god, when she starts to move with him...
He gets a little lost. In the press of her forehead, the hold of her arms, the churning of their hips together and apart like a tide. She lets him in, welcomes him in. He doesn't notice his eyes have gone half-lidded until she speaks and they blink abruptly open, go wide to stare at orange hair and the door over Nami's shoulder as he chokes off a little sound of shock. His hips lose track of their rhythm, stuttering up into her.
Is this what you wanted? He can hear the threat in it whether she put it there or not. Truth here means being seen more clearly than he'd seen himself in years before a tumble through the multiverse set him straight. So danger lies in any honest answer. Risk.
She knows that. Has to. It's why she asked. And he wants her satisfied, doesn't he? Wants himself satisfied, too. ]
Yes.
[ Breathed out past her ear, shaky admission. He grasps her a little tighter, grunting roughly as the shift of their hips draws him deep and the reality of her under his hand hits at just the same time the sound of his own voice does. He turns his head, nudging his nose against her cheek, knowing she won't let him kiss her now, angling his mouth in invitation anyway. ]
Yes. [ she agrees, the syllable wrenched from her throat. affirmation. encouragement. maybe a little cruel reminder. he hadn't asked if it was the same for her, but that word is a confession too. it's the same for her. she won't tell him as much, won't let him ply vulnerability out of her beyond what they already have.
but she will kiss him. a messy parting of lips that devours him in a kiss that is all crackling recognition of how his beard irritates the soft skin of her face. she had kissed him gently, before. a thousand small moments at the breakfast counter, stepping out of the shower, stopping by his office. easy, casual, sincere. this one is unrecognizable. this kiss will swallow him whole.
she bites down on his lip, and her teeth are needle-sharp, tearing into his skin. the sharp taste of metal doesn't discourage her. it is the only thing that makes this gentle coaxing pace tolerable, excusable. the panting into his mouth, the blood, the digging of her nails against his shoulders.
every thrust is cruel. dagger-like, in how it splits her open, slow enough that she can feel every stretch of muscle all over again like the first push. steady enough to drown her without reprieve. it's a marathon, when she's only ever sprinted. ]
[ For a second the turn of her face to meet him evokes a tumble of dreamt memories, expectations queueing up behind them. He's surprised that she'd even entertain it— and then she crushes into him, takes her teeth to him, and the exclamation that accompanies the puncture of fresh holes is far from unhappy. His blood smears between them like the inky mess he's making of her ribs, her nails biting at him too, and it's perfect. It's honest.
He's not fucking a memory. This is no alternate timeline, no conjured reality where either of them are better than they are. He had resisted being here with everything he had, spent weeks avoiding it. She, already committed to it now, expresses her resistance with his pain.
There's no attempt to withdraw. Stephen pushes into the sting, gifts her more of himself to devour, mouth hungry and open and wanting as he shifts under the water, wedging foot and knee against the edge of the tub to find a new angle, new leverage to drive up into her. He holds her tight, keeps her close, relinquishes nothing of his greed for her as he starts to curl himself in deeper, more intently. Each movement more deliberate, each breath more strained.
This can't last much longer. He'll give her everything he can while it does. ]
[ he anchors himself and drives up with sudden, startling force to meet her, and nami's lungs empty into him. it rattles her. not just the movement, but the sense that he has seen something she hides away and it makes him want to scour and reach some deeper part of her, lose himself in it.
her reservations, her hesitations, are well lost to her. floating on the distant horizon, vanishing from view. she will remember them later, after, and feel uneasy for how much of herself she's given. but in this moment, she holds nothing back. loses herself in the tingling oversensitivity created by the ink he spills on her skin, until every brush of his fingertips on her ribs feels like it's across raw nerves. she is responsive, sounds of pleasure weaving into her labored breaths, fingers curling in his hair to hold him close, steady.
she is his until the end, when instinct wins. she tightens around him, wringing him in her arms like she could strangle him like this, and buries her face in his shoulder instead of letting him see her cry out. her climax overwhelms her, a shuddering fracture that curls her in on herself, turns the pace of her movements erratic and sharp until it suddenly stops. ]
[ It's a miracle he makes it to the point of tipping her over. One day, when he knows to credit it, he'll have to give thanks to the fluid that leaks from him, tainting the water, making an instrument of her skin. For now when she shatters he's suspended, flash blind, pleasure bright and her voice felt in the meat of his shoulder while somewhere, inexplicably calm, he starts to catalogue each little sign of her undoing.
The wrenching cling of her. The violent, stuttering shifts. The sound, as heard smothered so close to his ear that it both muffles and amplifies. His first real memories of their bodies in relation tuck neatly alongside a cloth taken to an unsteady ankle, a roll of her eyes, her back to him in the dark.
Then time catches up to him. It hits once she's already stilled, breath locked painfully back in his throat as everything seizes, hips churning up unbidden through one, two last frantic searches of her— and then his face is pressing against her hair, mouth open, shedding sound like skin as he lets himself go. He's an echo of her in that moment, arm tight and grasping, face hidden, hips driven high until the edge goes fully crested and he can finally - light as a feather, heavy as lead - settle them back down to the floor of the tub.
If there's any water left for them to sit in, that will be a miracle too. ]
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[ she remains tangled in him while her breath evens out. while the water cools. tells herself it's the weight of her limbs and the trembling in her thighs that warns her not to try to lift herself up. that it's not the heat of his body against hers, and how she has missed it at night, because you can't miss what you've never had.
she has it now. even uncomfortably slotted into the makeshift bathing tub together in the middle of a stranger's room in the fucking boarding house, it's better. her heart pounds in her chest, strong enough that he must feel its frantic cadence too.
she doesn't want to separate. doesn't want to pick herself up and return to aloneness. there is comfort in tricking herself into being able to depend upon him. there was a reason the void had given that to her.
there comes a point, though, where it's inexcusable. unjustifiable. she turns her face towards him, briefly, forehead pressed to his cheek, nose along his jaw. breathes in. then— ] Your beard itches.
[ A gust of breath. It's a laugh, warm, throat just too lazy now to catch it with sound. He gives it a second, rifling through a rolodex of possible comebacks - ]
Your teeth are sharp.
[ If we're having a your physical trait has caused me the greater discomfort competition. Though in her defense, unlike his beard her teeth have only menaced a single part of him tonight. His hand, where its fingers had pressed little grooves into the skin of her side, loosens up to trail its fingers lightly up along her back, over her shoulderblade. Though they drag what remains of an old mess upward, nothing new leaks from his palm to coat her skin.
Reminded by his own comment, his tongue sneaks out curiously to prod at his lip, taste the saltmetal and hiss in a breath. This one, too, gusts out in a ghost of a laugh.
He's not in any great rush to ask her to vacate his lap. ]
[ she points this out a little ruthlessly, but given that she tongues at her front teeth and finds them loose, it feels better to put him on his heels than to engage the changes to her body in a more meaningful way.
she doesn't really want to think about what's going to happen when this set falls out, like her own teeth had when replaced by these. she lifts one hand from his back, stares at it on the rim of the tub and wonders if she's imagining that the webbing between her fingers is smaller now.
likes he needed arlong further embedded beneath her skin. she closes her eyes, breathes out slow and frustrated. then she reaches into her mouth to wiggle at her tooth. blood spills from the gum. yeah. it's definitely on its way out. she takes her hand from her mouth and starts to pick herself up off of him.
they might have dreamt of being married once, but that level of intimacy had not been the real them, and it certainly had not involved pulling teeth during the afterglow.
her body is a mess of black ooze, though the bathwater has it running down her sides like it's bleeding away except for where it catches in the dips of muscle and bone. ]
[ It's a fair comment, and with it bursts the bubble: they've moved on from peace and holding and back into an easier - more difficult - alignment. The next outward breath is a sigh, bidding the last stretched handful of moments a regretful goodbye as Nami prizes herself up to her feet—
And Stephen's brow furrows as he remembers - or at least resumes an awareness of the implications of - why he'd been in the bath in the first place. She's covered. It trails off of her in sheets and streams of stained water, but there's still too much for comfort. ]
You should stay. [ He realises how that sounds after he's said it. Knows instinctively what kind of reaction he's likely to get now she seems to have crossed the threshold of tolerating closeness. ] I can refill the tub. Give you some privacy if you need it.
[ Redundant as that was even before this, and especially now. But the point is he'll get of her hair if it means she can clean off. ]
[ she whips her head towards him again, briefly bewildered by the offer. but of course it's not a real offer. he was as distant as she was. as unused to relying on others. this is borrowed knowledge, she thinks—or maybe just observational. he doesn't seem to make a secret of his isolation.
it never occurs to her that it's out of respect for her own. ]
I didn't realize we were on watching each other pull out teeth and scales terms.
[ she opts to hook her finger between her lower lip and her gums—not to reveal the bleeding, but to at least indicate that she is worrying at them. the black ooze gets on her gums, too. numbs them, strangely enough, where it had done the opposite to her skin. ]
[ Oh. Attention homes in past his concern about his own impact on her to the places where whatever she was becoming might be starting to come apart. The mouth she draws his attention to, the patches where he remembers scales. Her gills. ]
I'm not squeamish.
[ Firm. A broad enough statement that it might speak for more than just the debriding of the monster from her body. ]
But you need to get that stuff off of you. I don't know what it'll do.
[ That stuff. Him. She needs to get him off of her, as soon as possible. ]
[ she tongues at her tooth from inside. feeling it out. how much will it hurt to just push it out the rest of the way now? how long will it be before her own teeth come back in? ]
It's inside of me.
[ no sense in not putting that plainly. she hasn't stepped out of the tub yet, however. she just hovers over him, as she had when she'd entered. dripping, now. ]
It doesn't hurt. [ she drops her hand from her mouth to instead feel at her ribs, where gils are starting to pucker and close between them. ] It feels ... weird.
[ It's inside of me. Concern hardens in an instant, something in the tension around his eyes, in the way his gaze dips to where else he was just inside her - darts up when she moves to where her fingers trail over her ribs.
[ He ignores the snip, too focused on important information, attention fierce. His focus slips as she answers his question, going far away as he goes inward, connecting easy dots. Almost to himself even as he addresses it vaguely to her: ]
It's interfering with your nervous response. [ Shit. She makes it sound harmless for now, but where does it stop? It's not him, it's the it he was on his way to becoming. He doesn't trust that to not get worse. ] Where?
[ Somewhere in this his hand's found its way back to her calf under the water, wrapped in a loose hold. Comfort she doesn't need. An anchor he maybe does. ]
[ but as she looks down at herself, she has to admit that much of the black liquid has started to wash away into gray trickling. it's not as evident where his hands have been — on her breasts, her thighs, her cunt.
she reaches up with one wet hand, pushes sweaty hair back from her face. the salt and water keep it together a little, half-holding it. ]
Everywhere you touched me. [ her hand moves up to rest at her chest. ] Are we really doing this right now?
[ Everywhere he touched her, also known as most places. God.
But the problem is, he doesn't know what this is. Because he doesn't know what he is, what the creature is when all's said and done, can't anticipate the progress of its infection - if it is an infection. Most importantly, doesn't know the cure.
So instead he sits there, scowling up at her, frustration plain and unfairly targeted— until he pulls his legs abruptly back from between Nami's, clearing her so he can abandon her, standing with sudden determination and stepping out of the bath.
An instant later the water's clearing, the murk of it dissipating until it's clear enough to see the bottom of the small metal tub, warming where it had started to cool. ]
[ nami is stubborn. she stares at him, annoyed. annoyed because she is not more stubborn than she is smart and self-preserving.
she would have to be stupid to step out of the tub. to stomp out like she wants to. to refuse his expertise, his investigation. he's concerned about the unknowns, and that should make her concerned too. she can trust him that far, at least, and it's her life on the line.
she sinks down with some annoyance, folding her arms over her bent knees and looking away from him. she pushes her fingers in her mouth to worry at her teeth—looser, now, and one of them rocks free with a wet sound. she drops it into the wash bin with her. ]
Next time, I'll bring rope. [ her scathing tone is only half sarcasm. ]
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she slides down against him, sinking to her knees, settling into his lap. her wet cunt pressed flat to one of his thighs under the water, which seems to anchor her somehow. inky though it is with that strange black secretion.
her arms wrap more fully around his shoulders, and she shifts to press closer to him, burying her face into his neck, chest to chest, breathing deep of him, steadying herself. but that water, the poisoned water, is making her skin twitch, tingle, ache. for him.
breath by breath, she steadies herself. reaches one hand between them, groping for him as a way of regaining some semblance of control in this. ]
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Then her hand finds him in dark waters. His hips buck violently up at just that simple first contact, impossibly startled by something so easily seen coming, thighs jumping and breath tearing harshly from him, scraping sound out with it as it goes.
It tapers off into a voiceless laugh at his own expense, prizing his eyes back open to watch her, hungry, waiting to see where she'll take him. ]
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[ she trails off, realizing as she grips him solidly that she does not want the answer. that she knows already that it's a matter of their own intimacy, the intensity of this strange thing tugging between them. of knowing and unknowing.
she straightens her thighs. pushing herself up enough to shift over him. to guide him clumsily between her thighs, to the wet clench of her cunt. but she doesn't take him inside yet. rubs the head of his cock along the length of her instead, jolting with a little whimper when that nudges her clit. ]
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With the metal of the tub's edge pressing an indent into his palm, other hand grasping Nami's waist like a man adrift, it's all he can do just to keep still, to keep from rutting up, pushing down. But keep from it he does. Holds himself in place save for a shallow, barely there rock of his hips that he can't quite contain, eyes blown dark with need for her when he raises his gaze again.
No words left now. The total concentration required just to keep from ruining the tease, to be grateful and desperate and patient in the receipt of her mercy as her heat coaxes eager formless murmurs bridging plea and encouragement from him already taking everything he has. ]
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[ her voice is quiet. private. rough, too rough to properly tease. they both know how ruined and desperate she is, how this fragile thing is splitting her apart as surely as him. ]
Waiting patiently, even without being asked. [ she brushes her mouth against his cheekbone, her nose nudging his brow.
she doesn't draw it out further. can't bring herself to, not now. instead, she sinks down onto him, taking him inside of her, and the movement is familiar but the feeling, the feeling is not. she'd only had him in dreams. her mind remembers, but her body doesn't. her cunt yields to him, stretched apart to accommodate the shape of him.
her breath catches in her throat, her shoulders tightening and hunching up around her neck. her hands settle on the top of his chest, bracing herself, holding him, savoring the warmth that slips under her skin, finally stirs her cold blood. ]
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He needs a second. Seems as though she does too. And so for a moment he sits perfectly still, letting her get used to the feel of him, getting used to the feel of her.
Then a hand raises up out of dark waters, skimming from her thigh up her side, nudging past her arm so he can skate his palm over her breast, swipe a thumb over her nipple in counterpoint to the arm he wraps solidly around her waist. And just like that he's moving, rocking his hips back through their limited range of motion so he can roll up into her again, slow and sure, breath heaving raggedly from him as he does. ]
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intimate.
the notion is as poisonous to her as the strange black venom he secrets, which makes every inch of her it covers prickle like a limb that's lost and regained circulation. she presses her forehead to his, breathy whines squeezed out of her chest by force.
she settles her arms around him. it's too late to withdraw from this. if he's going to burn her, she's going to let herself feel the warmth of it. her hips roll to compliment his movements, a steady synchronicity that draws him deeper. his cock isn't the biggest she's had before, but he finds new places inside of her because she opens her hips and plunges him deep within like he belongs there. ]
Is this what you wanted? [ she asks, voice low against the side of his face. ] What you were running from?
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He gets a little lost. In the press of her forehead, the hold of her arms, the churning of their hips together and apart like a tide. She lets him in, welcomes him in. He doesn't notice his eyes have gone half-lidded until she speaks and they blink abruptly open, go wide to stare at orange hair and the door over Nami's shoulder as he chokes off a little sound of shock. His hips lose track of their rhythm, stuttering up into her.
Is this what you wanted? He can hear the threat in it whether she put it there or not. Truth here means being seen more clearly than he'd seen himself in years before a tumble through the multiverse set him straight. So danger lies in any honest answer. Risk.
She knows that. Has to. It's why she asked. And he wants her satisfied, doesn't he? Wants himself satisfied, too. ]
Yes.
[ Breathed out past her ear, shaky admission. He grasps her a little tighter, grunting roughly as the shift of their hips draws him deep and the reality of her under his hand hits at just the same time the sound of his own voice does. He turns his head, nudging his nose against her cheek, knowing she won't let him kiss her now, angling his mouth in invitation anyway. ]
Yes.
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but she will kiss him. a messy parting of lips that devours him in a kiss that is all crackling recognition of how his beard irritates the soft skin of her face. she had kissed him gently, before. a thousand small moments at the breakfast counter, stepping out of the shower, stopping by his office. easy, casual, sincere. this one is unrecognizable. this kiss will swallow him whole.
she bites down on his lip, and her teeth are needle-sharp, tearing into his skin. the sharp taste of metal doesn't discourage her. it is the only thing that makes this gentle coaxing pace tolerable, excusable. the panting into his mouth, the blood, the digging of her nails against his shoulders.
every thrust is cruel. dagger-like, in how it splits her open, slow enough that she can feel every stretch of muscle all over again like the first push. steady enough to drown her without reprieve. it's a marathon, when she's only ever sprinted. ]
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He's not fucking a memory. This is no alternate timeline, no conjured reality where either of them are better than they are. He had resisted being here with everything he had, spent weeks avoiding it. She, already committed to it now, expresses her resistance with his pain.
There's no attempt to withdraw. Stephen pushes into the sting, gifts her more of himself to devour, mouth hungry and open and wanting as he shifts under the water, wedging foot and knee against the edge of the tub to find a new angle, new leverage to drive up into her. He holds her tight, keeps her close, relinquishes nothing of his greed for her as he starts to curl himself in deeper, more intently. Each movement more deliberate, each breath more strained.
This can't last much longer. He'll give her everything he can while it does. ]
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her reservations, her hesitations, are well lost to her. floating on the distant horizon, vanishing from view. she will remember them later, after, and feel uneasy for how much of herself she's given. but in this moment, she holds nothing back. loses herself in the tingling oversensitivity created by the ink he spills on her skin, until every brush of his fingertips on her ribs feels like it's across raw nerves. she is responsive, sounds of pleasure weaving into her labored breaths, fingers curling in his hair to hold him close, steady.
she is his until the end, when instinct wins. she tightens around him, wringing him in her arms like she could strangle him like this, and buries her face in his shoulder instead of letting him see her cry out. her climax overwhelms her, a shuddering fracture that curls her in on herself, turns the pace of her movements erratic and sharp until it suddenly stops. ]
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The wrenching cling of her. The violent, stuttering shifts. The sound, as heard smothered so close to his ear that it both muffles and amplifies. His first real memories of their bodies in relation tuck neatly alongside a cloth taken to an unsteady ankle, a roll of her eyes, her back to him in the dark.
Then time catches up to him. It hits once she's already stilled, breath locked painfully back in his throat as everything seizes, hips churning up unbidden through one, two last frantic searches of her— and then his face is pressing against her hair, mouth open, shedding sound like skin as he lets himself go. He's an echo of her in that moment, arm tight and grasping, face hidden, hips driven high until the edge goes fully crested and he can finally - light as a feather, heavy as lead - settle them back down to the floor of the tub.
If there's any water left for them to sit in, that will be a miracle too. ]
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she has it now. even uncomfortably slotted into the makeshift bathing tub together in the middle of a stranger's room in the fucking boarding house, it's better. her heart pounds in her chest, strong enough that he must feel its frantic cadence too.
she doesn't want to separate. doesn't want to pick herself up and return to aloneness. there is comfort in tricking herself into being able to depend upon him. there was a reason the void had given that to her.
there comes a point, though, where it's inexcusable. unjustifiable. she turns her face towards him, briefly, forehead pressed to his cheek, nose along his jaw. breathes in. then— ] Your beard itches.
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Your teeth are sharp.
[ If we're having a your physical trait has caused me the greater discomfort competition. Though in her defense, unlike his beard her teeth have only menaced a single part of him tonight. His hand, where its fingers had pressed little grooves into the skin of her side, loosens up to trail its fingers lightly up along her back, over her shoulderblade. Though they drag what remains of an old mess upward, nothing new leaks from his palm to coat her skin.
Reminded by his own comment, his tongue sneaks out curiously to prod at his lip, taste the saltmetal and hiss in a breath. This one, too, gusts out in a ghost of a laugh.
He's not in any great rush to ask her to vacate his lap. ]
(cw: teeth/tooth loss gore)
[ she points this out a little ruthlessly, but given that she tongues at her front teeth and finds them loose, it feels better to put him on his heels than to engage the changes to her body in a more meaningful way.
she doesn't really want to think about what's going to happen when this set falls out, like her own teeth had when replaced by these. she lifts one hand from his back, stares at it on the rim of the tub and wonders if she's imagining that the webbing between her fingers is smaller now.
likes he needed arlong further embedded beneath her skin. she closes her eyes, breathes out slow and frustrated. then she reaches into her mouth to wiggle at her tooth. blood spills from the gum. yeah. it's definitely on its way out. she takes her hand from her mouth and starts to pick herself up off of him.
they might have dreamt of being married once, but that level of intimacy had not been the real them, and it certainly had not involved pulling teeth during the afterglow.
her body is a mess of black ooze, though the bathwater has it running down her sides like it's bleeding away except for where it catches in the dips of muscle and bone. ]
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And Stephen's brow furrows as he remembers - or at least resumes an awareness of the implications of - why he'd been in the bath in the first place. She's covered. It trails off of her in sheets and streams of stained water, but there's still too much for comfort. ]
You should stay. [ He realises how that sounds after he's said it. Knows instinctively what kind of reaction he's likely to get now she seems to have crossed the threshold of tolerating closeness. ] I can refill the tub. Give you some privacy if you need it.
[ Redundant as that was even before this, and especially now. But the point is he'll get of her hair if it means she can clean off. ]
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it never occurs to her that it's out of respect for her own. ]
I didn't realize we were on watching each other pull out teeth and scales terms.
[ she opts to hook her finger between her lower lip and her gums—not to reveal the bleeding, but to at least indicate that she is worrying at them. the black ooze gets on her gums, too. numbs them, strangely enough, where it had done the opposite to her skin. ]
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I'm not squeamish.
[ Firm. A broad enough statement that it might speak for more than just the debriding of the monster from her body. ]
But you need to get that stuff off of you. I don't know what it'll do.
[ That stuff. Him. She needs to get him off of her, as soon as possible. ]
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[ she tongues at her tooth from inside. feeling it out. how much will it hurt to just push it out the rest of the way now? how long will it be before her own teeth come back in? ]
It's inside of me.
[ no sense in not putting that plainly. she hasn't stepped out of the tub yet, however. she just hovers over him, as she had when she'd entered. dripping, now. ]
It doesn't hurt. [ she drops her hand from her mouth to instead feel at her ribs, where gils are starting to pucker and close between them. ] It feels ... weird.
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Shit. The water. What was he thinking? ]
Weird how?
[ Tension in his voice too. ]
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[ she huffs, glancing away. she doesn't do this. she does slipping out quietly and avoiding conversation.
and now she fucked her roommate. ]
It's messing with my senses. [ she's just going to stand here, naked, dripping water and explaining. ] Numbing. Hypersensitivity. Back and forth.
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It's interfering with your nervous response. [ Shit. She makes it sound harmless for now, but where does it stop? It's not him, it's the it he was on his way to becoming. He doesn't trust that to not get worse. ] Where?
[ Somewhere in this his hand's found its way back to her calf under the water, wrapped in a loose hold. Comfort she doesn't need. An anchor he maybe does. ]
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[ but as she looks down at herself, she has to admit that much of the black liquid has started to wash away into gray trickling. it's not as evident where his hands have been — on her breasts, her thighs, her cunt.
she reaches up with one wet hand, pushes sweaty hair back from her face. the salt and water keep it together a little, half-holding it. ]
Everywhere you touched me. [ her hand moves up to rest at her chest. ] Are we really doing this right now?
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[ Everywhere he touched her, also known as most places. God.
But the problem is, he doesn't know what this is. Because he doesn't know what he is, what the creature is when all's said and done, can't anticipate the progress of its infection - if it is an infection. Most importantly, doesn't know the cure.
So instead he sits there, scowling up at her, frustration plain and unfairly targeted— until he pulls his legs abruptly back from between Nami's, clearing her so he can abandon her, standing with sudden determination and stepping out of the bath.
An instant later the water's clearing, the murk of it dissipating until it's clear enough to see the bottom of the small metal tub, warming where it had started to cool. ]
Sit down.
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she would have to be stupid to step out of the tub. to stomp out like she wants to. to refuse his expertise, his investigation. he's concerned about the unknowns, and that should make her concerned too. she can trust him that far, at least, and it's her life on the line.
she sinks down with some annoyance, folding her arms over her bent knees and looking away from him. she pushes her fingers in her mouth to worry at her teeth—looser, now, and one of them rocks free with a wet sound. she drops it into the wash bin with her. ]
Next time, I'll bring rope. [ her scathing tone is only half sarcasm. ]
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(cw: references to eye gore... and teeth gore...)
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